21.11.11

I can’t stop crying.. I feel like shit. I can’t stop thinking whether I made the right choice or not. I’m sorry for not listening to how you felt about everything I guess that’s something I have to learn. At times i miss you, but most of all I miss her. She was all I had that gave us a reason to talk, a reason not to fight.
I know you don’t want anything to do with me, you’ve moved on and yeah you made it pretty clear too. I don’t even know why I’m writing here.. You probably won’t check this any more and just eventually forget about it like you will eventually forget about me and Alexis. Yeah I’ve said pretty hurtful shit too.. But I never admitted to liking anyone since we broke up.. Anyways I don’t expect anything back from you cause you hate my guts.. Which is understandable..
I’m trying to focus on the good that I have left in my life but it’s hard when you miss someone so much.. You might not feel anything towards alexis and I wouldn’t blame you, you never got to really be apart of her last few days she had left but it’s pretty hard to accept what’s happened when you’re still questioning if you’ve made the right choices..
Anyways im out this shit is just too much.
S & A..

MAKE***

Soo i guess thats it.. I can’t be friends with you thats just to hard for me.
I dont wanna be hurt anymore, pluss you made it really clear anyways. Yes i did hurt you, but you hurt me just as much. I hope your happy with your decisions you man in your life. Stay safe and live life as childhood is growing up more and more. With no us or anything, i guess our Promises are to broken.. There is a part of me that will always love you. Hands down! Please Take care of yourself. I’ll pray for Alexis Always. I love her a lot. Don’t do anything stupid. Bye Love you<3

Dont pull the shit where you say your pregnant and shit.. Cause really that isnt gotta make me talk to you.. Just talk to them guys you love talking to.. There is Nothing and i mean NOTHING between us amymore.. Soo if you’re trying to make me feel bad its not working.. Trust mee you dont need to talk to mee when there in tonnes of other guys you like to talk to.. Cause i know that im that guy that when you have no one to talk to you wanna talk to.. or when you’re bored.. I bet ya I dont ever cross your mind or if i even mean anything to you anymore.. And i know i dont.. So just cut the Bullshit and Enjoy your life without mee. LAWLL.. All the things that you’ve ever said to me i bet it didnt mean anything if you’re just gonna say it to you next and other guys. Soo yeah..